YOUR MIND KILL.

 Hay, it's me selv.

i hope you doing well, and everthing that happens in your life right now 

i hope is something you are very, very gratefull for <3

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It took me a long time to realize that 

not everything in life is meant to be a beautiful story. not. exactly not. 

cause you know, life is not all about 'sunshine' and 'butterfly' 

is more complicated. 

but, one thing that i want to tell you is, no matter how hard your problem

no matter how your problem hurting you.

and make you feel like,

'i'm not worth' 

'i'm really bad'

'i'm hopples'

'i'm done. just cut me off'

and all the bad words.

 i want you to know that it all happens in your mind.

believe or not sometime your mind can kill you.

and it's true.

i feel it.

sometimes we think too much about own problem

i mean, you have to think but not overthink. 

is not good for your mental and more than that it can destroyed you.

i know it's difficult to see right now

but it will get easier.

and to get it, beside being positive we need to accept.

accept that the problem will always come as long as we live

accept that you will have a bad days

accept that you will make mistakes

accept that you will fail

accept that you you'll mess up

everything not gonna fall into places.

whether the problem is big or not

it depend on yourself.

everything come back to you.

what will you choose?

i hope you not choose to sitting in the corner

just slumping, crying all day

and not doing anything.

it cannot help you

is just make you more broken.

:)))

take your breath

normalize staying away from people who bring back the triggered

or who bring back the unhealed version of you.

we both know you've worked way too hard to become better than that.

don't feel bad for picking "YOU" first. 

keep them out.

someone once said

you don't have to wait for everthing to be perfect 

to live your a happy life.

don't wait for the rain stop -

learn to dance under it.

not all days are good. and that's okay.